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People are always baffled by how extremely well I handle myself under pressure and stressful situations.

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But it doesn’t mean that I’m not destroying myself mentally, ripping my brain apart from the inside out. I’m not exactly emotionless like everyone likes to believe, I just hide ever inch of emotion until I’m alone. Someone has to be the calm and collected one.

You will NEVER see me break down and cry. I just don’t. I can’t.