People are always baffled by how extremely well I handle myself under pressure and stressful situations.


But it doesn’t mean that I’m not destroying myself mentally, ripping my brain apart from the inside out. I’m not exactly emotionless like everyone likes to believe, I just hide ever inch of emotion until I’m alone. Someone has to be the calm and collected one.

You will NEVER see me break down and cry. I just don’t. I can’t.